I’m done with all my mandatory assignments. I’ve been blogging diligently, contacting my mentors promptly, and keeping up with all my coding homework. Yet, I feel like I’m not doing enough.
I put away my cell phone every day, and haven’t sent an e-mail or facebooked or tweeted once during DBC hours. Yet, I feel like I’m not doing enough.
It was the end of the week, and as I was leaving Dev Bootcamp to catch dinner with a couple friends, I turned to see one group of people learning a new concept on a white board, another group working on an optional advanced assignment, and scattered individuals working ahead or sure-ing up their learning. And me? I’m going to go eat ramen…
I sit at dinner with a few friends and halfway through the meal, I realize that 98% of the things I said are related to DBC. I wonder if they are getting annoyed. I hate the thought of pushing DBC in their faces all the time so I consciously try to avoid the topic. I mention it about 8 more times.
I wonder if I’m “giving 100%, 100% of the time.”
I wonder if I’m “out of integrity.”no comments